It is telepathic, psychic, dimensionally visual…; able to be seen, felt, heard and directly known by our higher dimensional senses.

http://www.zakairan.com/Sonic%20Alchemy.htm

Tones

There are myriad's of different tones specific to our bodies, energy systems, light bodies, the earth… As you play, you will discover these, but do not be concerned with specifics, just have fun. Some of the possibilities are: your Star Tone, which is related to the star system you are very much aligned with due to extensive past lives there, or where you originated from as a Spirit. Other tones can be related to chakras, the earth (Earth Tone); your heart (Heart Tone); your soul (Soul Tone - Soul Presence); Higher Self – (IAM Presence Tone); God Presence Tone…, all specifically resonating with these aspects of ourselves. You will find the frequencies you most resonate with and make sounds you never imagined. Many of these will be related to different animals, devas, faerys…


Heal all your past wounds where you may have misused sound in any way, intentionally or unintentionally, (especially Atlantis, Egypt, Orion…). Forgive yourself and others associated with these lifetimes and ask for karmic absolution for you all. Heal all of your past wounds also associated with the positive use of sound where you were ostracized, rejected, killed…, for toning, chanting, singing, light-languaging, (speaking in tongues), channeling, prophesizing..., and speaking the truth.

Now open a doorway, (tunnel, Light column, Rainbow Bridge), above your head to the Light. See these things moving off to the light, give them all up to God. See the Angels taking them away.

“And I ask for complete Karmic Absolution for anything and with anyone related to these vows, agreements, beliefs, patterns... I also ask for my soul extensions and aspects related to them to be placed in Healing Chambers and Love Cocoons, to be healed and released from their own patterns of denial, and I ask for an Angelic Activation for the all”.

“I now ask my Spirit (I-AM-God-Goddess-Presence) for New Pictures of Reality, Insights, Awarenesses and Divine Structures, to replace these Vows, Agreements… And I ask for massive Grace and Ease in the release and integration of all of this. I now close any and all 3rd and 4th dimensional doorways associated with these vows. And So It Is!”

http://www.zakairan.com/Heartgasms%20Headgasms.htm



They were like two mega-magnets that were so strongly attracted to one another that they could not split apart.

8. Hodim
a lebdim
   Spim
a govorim
   Umiram
   a živim
   Ljubim te
   in si te želim!


I am walking
but I float
I am sleeping
but I speak
I am dying
but I live
I love you
and I want need you!

aj=mI





I intend happy end....

pripravite robčke

oooops:

to:



sm vidla, lol

naturlich, happy beginning

11.

Ljudje stopajo po cesti,
kličejo v črno noč,
stopajo mimo mene,
jaz, ki kličem na pomoč.

13. -22.11.1989, gamma-

JAZ

Čutim,
čutim, da padam,
padam vse globje,
vse globje v depresijo.

Nihče,
nihče mi ne pomaga,
ne pomaga mi preživeti,
preživeti in srečno zaživeti.

In vse,
vse kar mi ostane,
ostane mi le britvica,
britivica s katero pojdem v smrt.

13 The foundation and base of the pyramid. Realization and transmutation. The magic of being able to change and create, Governs all the other numbers



1 Great force and power. The first gear, (like compound) but it does not flow easily. Unity. The first Force is complete. Force of creation.

14. 22.11. 1989, gamma

Bojim se
bojim se življenja
a tega nihče ne ve
kajti komur sem hotela zaupati se
se mi v glavo rolal je.

Komu naj to povem?
Da brez ljubezni kmalu umrem.
Morda mi kdo pomagal bo
a brez ljubezni to bo težko.

Regina, oh Regina
mi v glavo kriči
a po licu mi solza polzi.

V desni roki mi cigaret gori
iz njega se dim vali
v kozarcu vodke utapljam skrbi
morda mi uspe pozabiti.

Vzamem še apaurin
in ko v sanjah blodim
v roki pojavi želetka se mi
s katero si hočem življenje uničiti.

15. 2 Polarized, yet in balance. Two energies, positive and negative. Polarity

Zazrem se v pogled,
ki govori iz tvojih oči
in sprašujem se,
kaj mi to govori.

Spomin zanese me
v tiste dni,
ko sva srečna bila
jaz in ti.

Ko je že vsega konec bilo
si še zmeraj na jasnem
nisem bila
kako in zakaj.

Vračam se nazaj
in nazaj
vse je en velik
podrt raj.

Moje srce še vedno
po tebi hrepeni
a za evdno vem,
da k meni se ne
boš vrnil ti
a vse to tako boli.

? ZAKAJ?

16. 3 The addition of creative right brain energy, Results in what one does.

17. 4 The balance. The four energies, elements of the 3 dimensional universes: wind; water; earth and fire. Solidarity. Balance. Elements. Four planes of manifestation: physical; mental; emotional and spiritual.

23.11.1989, Kali

5 Elevation of creation. The 5th element, Ether. Is a helper to # 8 Work. The action energy.

Res je,
očarale so em tvoje modre oči
a kaj,
ko moje srce po drugem hrepeni.

Morda,
morda se kdaj te hočem usmiliti,
morda,
morda s teboj preživim nekaj dni.

A kaj,
ko moje srce po drugem hrepeni
in ve,
da on mi noče ničesar izpolniti.

Pozabi me ti,
kajti padla sem v omamo modrih oči,
ker ima tudi on modre oči.

20. 7 Energy to catalyze. Great power versus great temptation. A final test, and step, before the summit. Equilibrium, harmony. A force that can harmonize

21.  8 Complete energies of the material world. The top of the pyramid. A world of male authority. Energy of arts and Creativity. The highest Male energy.

23. (25.11. 1989, Limi)

Res en vem kaj mi je,
morda počasi zaljubljam vate se
živim za to,
za upanje,
da bi me imel tudi ti rad
in da ne bi ponovno zvisela,
ker sem že mnogokrat.
Ne vem kaj mi je
a vedno bolj zaljubljam se.
Pridi k meni,
podaj mi roko,
nikar mi ne reci,
da to bilo je za slovo.
Raje me poljubi
primi me za roko
skupaj poiščiva
ljubezen najino.
"Rada et imam."

(odi et amo)