New Moon in Leo
Monday July 28, 2003 11:53pm PDT
5º 46'
More than any other sign, Leo rules a strong relationship with Ego. In most spiritual circles there is a sense of suspicion and negativity around the concept of Ego. But Ego is a whole lot more than selfishness, narcissism and self-aggrandizement. It is the Self, knowing the self, in all its complexity and beauty. The more we know about who we are, the more our actions become infused with an awareness of their effect. So basically this is the New Moon to put some energy behind the idea of knowing yourself better, and becoming responsible for the energy (negative and positive) you output everyday.
Leo's most evolved form is a very adult expression of ego development that disavows self-aggrandizement and acts from a deeply compassionate heart. The Dalai Lama comes to mind. It seems we rarely witness this kind of selflessness in our leaders. Most of what we see is Leo's immature, narcissistic side, which constantly demands attention and affirmation from outside itself. With Venus (relational skills), Mercury (communication skills), Sun (ego needs), Moon (emotional needs) and Jupiter (grandiosity and exaggeration) and all in Leo, this is the perfect New Moon to look deeply at how much of what you say and do, is done to appease an inner need for attention, recognition and a feeling of specialness. True self-esteem is built by developing a calm center from which all decisions are made and all actions are undertaken.
Our culture suffers from an intense attachment to the cult of personality and an inability to embrace values of humility and modesty. We also have a very unhealthy relationship with the process of aging. There is little acceptance of the beauty and wisdom inherent in growing older. This is an especially hard issue to tackle on a Leo New Moon. It calls up all kinds of fear around becoming old, ugly, frail and useless. Try reading stories about older, wiser women and men and then imagine yourself at 70, 80 or 90. What will you look like, what will you wear, how will you be spending your time, what will our world look like and how will it receive or reject you? Hopefully this exercise may inspire you to commit some of your time and talent to the elders in your family or community.
Our world also suffers from Leo's other terrible trait—a very warped relationship to power. Leo is the sign of personal power, another bugaboo word! What exactly does that mean? In our world it usually means power-over, which expresses itself in everything from caring only about personal gain, having excessive influence over others and exerting one's own desires upon others, to war mongering, exploitation and land grabbing. Sound familiar? America has its natal North Node (where the nation is evolving) in Leo in the 8th house (issues of world power and control). Certainly our nation's behavior over the last three years has shown a very warped relationship to power. This is the New Moon to redefine personal power as a means to engender communal empowerment, coexistence and upliftment. Starhawk refers to this kind of power as power-with. I define this very evolved expression of Leo as true leadership. When we know ourselves, we know our gifts, and this makes us feel a tremendous responsibility to share our talents in an effort to make life better for everyone around us.
On the other hand, Leo wants us all to understand that our lives are one big canvas and we get to fill it with whatever we want. So dream a little…all right, dream a lot. The way of Leo is big, big, big! Think, "big-budget Hollywood". Consider what your life would be like if you embraced the risk-taking romantic that lives inside of you, buried deep beneath the weight of all your worldly responsibilities. Pick one area of your life and give it over to this part of you. You'll be amazed at what can happen!
Leo rules creative self-expression and represents the artist in each of us. This is the New Moon for increasing your creativity. The New Moon in Leo is all about discovering your personal aesthetic and finding the right modus operandi for expressing it. Those of you who are artists can use this New Moon to start a new project or initiate a new direction in your work, build a stronger belief in your own vision, or bolster your ability to handle the vast amount of rejection most artists face at one time or another. I know, some of you are sitting there saying, "Well I'm not an artist, what does this have to do with me?" Just look at the clothes in your closet and the things you buy to accessorize your home. We all make aesthetic decisions every day! Leo increases our sense of what makes us special.
This is also the New Moon for romantic love. With Venus (love and relationship), Mercury (communication skills), Sun (energy), Moon (emotional needs) and Jupiter (big, big bliss) and all in Leo, and Mars in Pisces, there is no excuse for not diving into the arms of your lover. This is going to be one of the most romantic Leo New Moons in a long time. So don't waste it!!! When it comes to love, Leo loves romance; full-blown choreographed romance. If you are just not getting enough attention from your partner, or you are lonely and looking for love, this is the New Moon to create a powerful ritual to invoke and invite romance into your life. For those of you who have a partner, make the ritual a love-fest and pull out all the stops: candles, wine, roses, anything to awaken the senses. For those of you who wish to invite love into your lives, do the same while envisioning "Mr. or Ms. Right" being right there with you. You can make love show up in your life with clear intention and a strong desire to love and be loved.
Those of you who tend toward the Leo drama-queen specturm of emotional expression, beware, with all these planets in Leo, the temptation to be an enfant terrible will be almost irresistible. This is a very good New Moon cycle to take a hard look at your own emotional patterning; especially if you suffer with mood swings. It is possible to love deeply, feel deeply, and create deeply, without wreaking havoc in your own life and the lives of those around you. I have been writing a lot about depression since Saturn moved into Cancer, but Bipolar disorders are nearly as prevalent, and just as crippling. So if you find yourself being held hostage to periods of serious lows and manic highs, it is time to seek treatment. By the way, bipolar disorders were once thought to only occur in young adults and adults. But now there is a tremendous amount of evidence for childhood bipolar disorders, which are often misdiagnosed as ADD/ADHD. If you want more information about childhood bipolar disorders, you can visit
www.bpkids.org a wonderful online resource for parents.
One last Leo issue. Leo often gets hooked into the importance of keeping up appearances; how we look, what we own, what we do, become, for many people, the definers of self. More than anything Leo wants to be noticed and appreciated. But the goal here is not to simulate a fashion model or movie star. The idea is to allow your appearance to reflect the beauty inside your heart, soul and mind. Healthy lifestyles are extremely important, and right now obesity is one of the greatest health problems in America. So if you need some inspiration to get in shape and feel better, this is the right New Moon start a diet and exercise program. Some of you may just want to experiment with a new hairstyle or try a new look. This is good time to indulge a little, by gifting yourself with healing treatments for your body. Live a little and treat yourself to something special.
So enjoy this beautiful, fun and creative New Moon cycle!
©2003 Lisa Dale Miller